About

This is therapy, this is a diary and this is a journal. I will write thoughts, frustration and happiness out on these pages as I loose an tremendous amount of weight.

It starts here and now, 10th of august 2010.

I thought I should tell you a bit more about myself (this one goes out to the thousands of interested readers out there,hehe). There’s a bit more to me than just my fat obsession.
I live on an island on the western parts of Scandinavia, there are approx. 40 000 people on this island. We are connected to the mainland by a bridge.

I am married , I love my wife and I have for more than 20 years. She’s easy to love, I’m more demanding (…and fat, so she really must love me!). We’ve got three children. Great kids. We have a dog and a cat. We live in a house and we both work close to home. I’m a computer consultant, or as it says on my card : Senior Business Consultant. Right now I work in a large oil related company.

I’m a filmfanatic and quite obsessive about music to. I read a lot. I take pictures. And I paint.

I’ve been on all diets known to man, and with success a lot of times. I get rid of 40 pound then I gain 45, I’ve been doing this the last twentyfive years.

25 years ago I moved out from my parents house to study.  My body was used to a moderate and well ballanced food regimen and I exercised allmost every day. And then I just let it rip, oh yeah!

I gained about 60 pounds in a year and a half. Then I got scared and managed to shed 40 pounds. Then I went home for christmas and gained 20 pounds in two weeks and gave up. Since then I been a slave to my body so to speak. I’m not very happy with my state, I’ve never been.

I’ve got good friends and a great family. But I’m not the guy who’s looking at me from the mirror every morning.

I know I’m whining, but sometimes It feels like shit.

BUT I’ve decided that this time will be the last time (and this time it’s gonna last). In a year I will be a much lighter and healthier man.